They took him away

It's not fair, but there was no running from this. I miss him so much. But I promised I'd be strong for the both of us.

his last words as a free man:
"I love you baby I'll see you soon I promise"

Time to get out the stamps and envelopes. He's my world, and a lot of my time has since been freed up into empty space...I'll fill it with things that have to do with him and us. Nobody can replace or fill in for all the minutes of my day that I'm not using to talk to my man.


James, baby, I love you with my whole heart and I'll wait as long as it takes till I get to be in your arms again.

fuck writing watch this instead....

Jus a Few More Days

till I get outta here...for a month.


I fucking need this.


Goals:

1. sell stuff, make money
2. get my fucking license
   
3. make better bogs
4. get my body back (by that I mean, force feed myself and start doing the stairs)
   
5. write a letter every day
   
6. donate/sell my frumpy clothes
7. get a hold of some flattering clothing for a change
8. start to figure out what I want to do for summer
9. convince my parents to let me move off campus for next fall
10. get 500 for a police auction car
11. keep my spirits up and stop starving myself

Seems reasonable. But right now I gotta get through finals week first.

psychology: Final on Monday. STUDY all 400 words and 180 True and False
art: Finished
public speaking: Finished. Go to last class at 1PM on Tuesday
computers 101: Finish finals
critical thinking: Get together with my group for the final presentation

Today I gotta get some food though. My pantry is empty and I sold a book yesterday for $27... and I only want to spend $10 on food to last me for the next 4-5 days. So I'm gonna go buy a huge pizza from little ceasars and steal from the cafeteria, because they had it coming...