I'm a California Girl.

Does that make me plastic?

Is it bad that I love the beach, and that I love swimming out to the lifeguard buoy on a surf board to lay out in the water? Is it bad that I love the color and diversity? Is it so fucking bad that I know one or two chicks that had plastic surgery? We're not all rich bitches. I couldn't afford your fancy beautiful fucking rehab, it was either I stop or I die on the streets or rot in jail. Is it so bad that I prefer warm and dry to freezing and icy?

Bitches I'm from California. I can ski, snowboard,wakeboard, skateboard, ice skate, roller blade, surf, swim, rock climb, etc. I'm street smart and tree smart. I can read a compass, I can sit through a 5-hour tattoo session, I can shop better than your stylist, I can build a damn snowman, and go fishing, crabbing, basket weaving, jewelry making, I can fix a doll, I can repair clothes, I can make clothes. I can walk EVERYWHERE in any kind of weather. I'm in college, I'm building a life for myself, I have all my teeth, I don't have a winter belly, I don't go to the spa, I do my grooming by myself, I got my first tattoo when I was barely 16, I have the balls to give myself a bikini wax, I say what's on my mind no matter what, there's only one person in the world that I'm afraid of, I've danced naked in a fountain, I've never been arrested, I can write a story, I can write a poem, I can ride a bike without holding on the handlebars.

I tried to kill myself twice, I've almost been killed more times than I can count, I ride my bike everywhere, I collect clothes, I got kicked out of boarding school, I'm a Catholic school survivor, I can do yoga, I can dance, I can carry my bodyweight, I can sing, I rock my doc martens, I go barefoot when I feel like it, I had braces in 9th grade, I hit rock bottom 4 times, I can tie dye anything, I can clean a house by myself, I can cook, I can bake, I survived a NOLS trip, I got sued once when I was only 16, I like country music, I like Lady Gaga and The Misfits, I'm not afraid of mice or rats, I read a shit ton of books, I can catch a sparrow, I can catch a chicken, I can go for days without eating, I'm smart enough not to do that when I have the money, I can paint a picture, I'm honest to a fault, I can draw a skeleton, I can draw a naked person, I star gaze, I day dream, I study, I read, I scream, I have vendettas, I can make things disappear, I've been to Hell and I'm never going back, I can buy pot legally here if I really wanted to buy pot. Because I live in California

I'm a California girl.
Now stereotype me.
And what.

All I gotta say to haters:
Go fuck yourself, you couldn't dream of a California girl if you tried.

Jesus.....

Okay, okay, I suck so bad at keeping my shit together. I gotta get away from facebook blogging like today. So much has happened in the last couple of months my head is still spinning. Neal and I did our star studded shit, went to Disneyland for his birthday for free which was awesome.. I got my fifth tattoo on my boyfriend's birthday (October 20th) Oh and we celebrated our 2 year anniversary....in different states, again.....but a reunion is so close I can almost taste it....money has been really tight these days I hate asking from my parents. My dad's invention (Facechipz) is starting to blow up everywhere and I'm so proud of him you don't even know. It's a social network for kids and it's really cool...I've been watching the site grow for like 3 years and it's an amazing internet haven for kids that are too young for myspace or facebook...and my dad's trying to get it so that when the kid reaches a certain age, his/her info gets carried over to Facebook, how fucking cool would that be!

The really great thing about the site though, is that you can't search for anyone or try to add anybody. The ONLY way you can add somebody as your friend is if you personally give them a poker chip with a code on the back of it that you copy into your computer and you automatically become friends, there is no people search option on the site AT ALL. It's really fascinating, my little sister and all her friends love it...it's got all these cool themes and fun extra things you can do like virtual gifts and secret messages...it's wild, and I'm not just saying that because it's my dad's website. I really believe in this thing, and it's going to make a big difference.

Anyways, I'm basically trying to survive college, it's not bad...but it's been miserable trying to find a job, riding my bicycle everywhere...even though I just bought a basket for my handle bars and I absolutely love it...I collect recyclables for money here...sad right?

Oh, and drama at school...they pretty much just waste our tax dollars like toilet paper here.
I woke up at six in the morning to the sound of 2 18 wheelers...I pull up my blinds and right infront of me was "GO ARMY" I couldn't even see the sky....and the fact that I had just watched Quarantine the night before didn't help..... So I guess they're having trouble corrupting the minds of high school kids and decided to come to a state university to try and take people that already have a future? Now there's nothing wrong with joining the army I love my country and I love our troops, but do they really need to try and entice us with video games and remote control cars and key chains? We're all adults here.

Furlough days, budget cuts, increased tuition......where the FUCK is the money going????