My man is going to jail, my grandpa had a stroke, my step grandma got taken off life support, I finally admitted that I have an eating disorder, and I'm broke and can't afford to even take the bus to get away from here for a minute.
I haven't written in a while because there's just been so much that I really can't write about, just yet at least. God, why?
The only thing I look forward to is nighttime when I can take my sleeping pill and be out cold for a few hours. I've been too depressed for nightmares, or any kind of dream for that matter.
The only thing I have left in this world is my homework. At least I don't do what I did to myself in that old photo of mine.
How pathetic.
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